Chapter 6 - Auto - bio
Sunday, August 6th, 2023, 2:33 p.m.
The show goes on! My life is a roller - coaster! My wife and I are both back in sync. The love that we share together is profound and unexplainable. Only our “fire and ice” relationship could have produced the three children we “generated.” The last time that I wrote about my auto - bio was a bit on the sour side w/my wife and I. Every breath we breathe we are changing as people. Every minute, every hour, every day, every week, every month, every year, and each decade we change.
My wife and I are not the same people we were when we fell in love with each other. I believe I found Teri at the perfect time in my life. She was at a similar stage as me in here life. The urge to love and be loved is subconsciously very strong in all humans. My dog, I think, is the same on a more simple level.
The next topic is more off - beat or tangential. Wisdom, Knowledge, Understanding. I am a truth seeker. My youth was a big giant question. What does it all mean. I was praying for Wisdom all through my late 20’s and ever since. It may seem a bit hokey, but I believe prayers work. And, they also work surprisingly well. If…
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…you do not believe in God or something that would be regarded as “God,” then think of “payers” as affirmations said under your breath.God, Hesus, Allah, Yehoval, Lord, or whatever you call your higher power are all “phantasms.” Phantasms are thoughts that we hold in our brains that contain whole ideas. You can not get wet by the word water. Water is a phantasm. The word “water” activates a part of your brain that pulls up whatever your brain’s image/idea of water that you have on file. (in your brain) So, all that to say… I believe all humans are connected through an esoteric mind/earth/body/soul of all that have lived before or after and mostly, we are tethered to our contemporaries.
Maybe I smoked too much weed, but I don’t think so. My adult life has had maybe a 4 year hiatus of weed smoking. Other than that, I have been a habitual cannabis partaker. I like smoking herb and I am not afraid to say it. My thoughts are that this is a mild form of medicine similar to alcohol or tobacco. I thought that cannabis was less harmful than either of those two drugs. My productivity goes dramatically down when I drink…
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…alcohol. Weed/dubs help me to focus and also it helps me endure tough times. I can smoke a joint and then go work out. My brain is a little different than most others. You can train your brain. The “trick” is to realize this and train your “own” mind instead of having a Gubment indoctrination camp do it for you. :/ Read books “out loud” at least 15 minutes a day with your family. Practice your writing for 20 minutes a day. These two things alone will catapult you to the top of the charts. Reading and also listening to audio books or podcasts also helps and is a close second to reading. Tele - screens work also, but you can get fooled pretty easy by the eyes. (.)(.) Be careful!
Read books by authors that you want to get to know. You can start with Gatto. John Taylor Gatto that is. Straight legend! He passed away a few years back, but he left behind some masterful works. The man wrote like 5 or more books about the school systems that are in place still today. He writes eloquently about where they came from and how they evolved. He may be my favorite author of all time. :)
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